Everyone has that season when we feel like we are alone.
Like everything falls into pieces that you can't collect and compose yourself back.
A very hard season of dealing with anxiety and always having that silent battles you think you can't win.
You are scared
Of what might happen.
Of what the future holds for you.
Of what your decisions could lead you.
All of a sudden, you feel empty.
And you think that the world as if it is your biggest enemy.
You are terrified of the things you are out of control.
You always have that sense of holding back.
And you think that the world already turned it's back.
You lost yourself.
You think you can't go back to the old you.
The "you" who is not afraid of everything.
The "you" who is very outgoing.
The "you" who is excited to know of what tomorrow could bring.
Now, you are bargaining.
Is it your fault?
Or is it someone else's?
You know it to yourself.
But you are keeping it.
Be reminded.
That life is full of surprises.
That its just a part of change.
Life is unfair.
A fact we must accept.
The sun does not always shine.
Heavy clouds are always part of it.
You struggle.
You lose.
You struggle again.
You win.
The most important thing is...
You learn.
Everything is temporary.
Even the heavy load that you carry.
Every moment that you feel wary.
And even every little things that you worry.
One day, you will realize that its just a season that changed you. You will thank yourself for overcoming it.
It is okay to feel uneased. But never forget to celebrate life once you are over it.
